Dreams are odd. If it is a good dream I don't mind waking up and resting in bed for a few minutes reveling in the feeling from the dream. The flip side, if it is an ick dream....... I HATE THAT! Like the times I used to dream that The SM cheated on me. Oh man! That man got my wrath the entire day. I don't care if he did it or not. In my dream he did and I felt like he'd done it and boy was I going to make him pay!
The SM would laugh at me and hold his hands up in surrender telling me that HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! Yeah riiiiiiight. I saw you with Miss Bimbo and I can't believe you did such and such and I totally caught you!!!
The feeling is sickening. It stays with you all day and even though rationally you know that your husband didn't cheat on you......... you feel like he did!
The best day of my entire life was the morning that The SM woke up, looked at me, and asked me how in the world I could do that!! YES!! Finally it was my turn. Oh joy! Happiness! Dance a jig and jump on the bed. Take that!! Isn't so funny is it Mr?? Was he cute? Tell me who ever it was was cute! Anyone I know?? Dig dig dig make The SM really feel it. (Insert evil cackle).
This morning I woke up and felt as if my heart had been wrenched from my body never to be returned. I had to keep telling myself that it was just a dream. The two children that I had dreamed had died were alive and well. It was just a dream! Oh awfulness. I didn't know where they'd been buried. It was Memorial Day weekend and I was sobbing because I hadn't decorated their graves! I couldn't remember the funeral.
The SM took me to the cemetery and I cried even more because someone had put a little toy on Levi's grave for me. It wasn't from me. I hadn't gone on Memorial Day to visit and why hadn't I gone everyday? Why had I not visited yet?
Then I saw the grave marker. What?? The SM told me that he had designed it himself. It had Levi's name on it and engraved next to it was a bottle of A&W Root beer! The SM was so proud of the engraving and the writing which was old world. Why in the world is there a bottle of soda engraved on my baby's headstone? That was the only decor!! Because Levi likes soda!
I believe that there are lessons to be learned from dreams. The lesson from this one is that there is no way in heck I am going to allow The SM to design my head stone. (Because I'm going first). I can only imagine what he would put on mine................